whew. wad a day

i have jus officially manage to properly settle down at home like only now
its a really tiring day
but as we all know heavens hav a way of makin things blend and balanced out in the end
i slept at like 4 in the morning yesterday
i cant believe how hard i studied
i dun tink i have ever studied so hard in my recent life
i was freaked out in the morning
cos as usual(fuck!) i was late
i dun understand how can i be late even for my papers?!
i gotta learn to be disciplined!!!
i was late 15 mins for the paper
but i was so frus cos i tot i had studied for nthin last night
the paper was freakin EASY
i finished it in 15mins inclusive of one round of checkin
i was so frus!
so i left the room to cool myself down
luckily, Ricky Phua said there was another paper
essay-styled. so i din study for nth
whew- its weird why do i feel relieved that there's an extra paper?
lqtm. so nt me
i did pretty well for the papers
so i guess i m pretty much prepared for mon and tues paper
*wink wink*

so delighted to meet my girls today!!!
and i finally got mym Pressie from them
its a grey cardi from uniqlo!
I LOVE IT!
its in the checkered pattern i love (thanks to mina!)
the dessert was great! love the chocolate macadamian flavour:)
but i somehow still the layout @ orchard central's lvl 8 -House Loft a lil weird
the Ben and Jerry like doesnt really have a proper linkin theme
and its nt really a soothin ambience
so i dunno:0
anyway its the lovely company i basked in today
so i shall forget abt the interior design then
cant wait to see them again nex week!
i wanna watch soroity row with them!


i finally managed to puck up my courage to take the first step today:)
really pleased and happy:)
it was really a spur of the moment thingy
so i was like woa! i actually got it done!
hahaha*cant stop grinning!*
somehow i get to have some 'alone' time with him
heavens is fair (in some ways ) to me afterall:)
had dinner with my icg peeps first b4 meetin mina, emi, ong
this the part heavens isnt good to me
was i obvious in ways i din know?
somehow J and A were like discussin abt the who like who issue with regards to him
and they link to me
i was taken aback
seriously
din expect them to sudden start the topic
i duno how to describe how i feel
confusion is there
J says he likes me, A says he likes C
how do i know>
im curious really
haiz- my train of tot is gone i tink
i suddenly rmb wad jeanine said b4:
"there’s a special someone out there for everyone, you don’t have to look for that person, that person will find you"
has he?

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