Friday, May 1, 2009

what does she know?

i cant STAND IT whenever she nags at or scream at me
i mean its like if u nag at me but help me utimately
den i prob wont mind the naggin so much
i AM really feelin so IRRITATED
i could burst out on flames
okay i give her the benefit of doubt that she doesnt quite understand me already
since she's too busy with work
so i tried explaining to her
but it will only work if she has the heart to listen and den comphrehend
whenever i tot i had the chance to explain
she doesnt wan2 listen properly
it puts me off
so much so that now it has become difficult to speak to her
she often wonders why we cant communicate effectively with her
the answer: you don't make effort to listen.
then why bother to ask in the first place when u'r not gg to make conscious effort to listen?
it is TIRING to speak deep with her
whenever she starts naggin or screaming
i no longer speak
but she has to take it in a another direction: Disrespect.
its FRUSTRATING
can you imagine?
how long and deep has it to build up that one
is unable to even speak deeply with your own
MOTHER.?





what is happening.....

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