Sugar daddy

dun be shock by the title:)
its the name of a book i randomly borrowed at the lib.
i cldnt believe how the book shook me
its so simple
and yet, so ... disturbin to me
i cant discribe aptly how iam feelin now
the girl , Liberty, is so real
the way her life falls into place fits so perfectly
i duno how(dun ask me, i jus had a sixth sense abt it)
i felt her life might jus be my life story.
i duno how my life is gg to change
but i noe, the casino route is my ticket
in fact it might the only ticket i get this lifetime
i can almost see my future
i am so tired of my life now
ppl say: u're not happy now, with ur life, simply because u're being stuck up and you do not know appreciation for your life now"
the thing is i really dont.

some day i will, though.
someday, i may have a man like Gage, who wil w/o doubt love me for exactly who iam.
someday.... i will be able to be satisfied with my life.


Love,