i felt so tired today
met huiz at 2 (ok i am so sorry i am late once again. so sorry Huiz)
wen for the application at Kino and Muji
i dun think i will get any of them
(but huiz will i think:>)
simply because of the duration
i only need abt a 2 month temp(anybody who knows one pls let me noe!!)
but after i start training i want a job for weds and weekends
sigh.
things dun often go smoothly for me
ever since pri days.
in P6 i suddenly lost my 2 best frens (until now i dun noe what happen?)
and i was the only one who went to St marg's
Alone.
when i tot i finally gt to settle peacefully
i had to be the only one to get shifted away alone
then comes Poly
i was alone for the first 2 days
the feeling is horrible (def sickening feeling)
cause i gt in at the last min
everyone had their cliques at orientation
And Now
i am alone. Again
i will be gg into an industry Alone
i duno. is all simply just a test from heavens?
bloody hell. ppl here are simply just NOT Friendly
the kino mgt recep has really harsh manners
i wonder isit true that we lack social graces?
I dunno
i wanna get away from singapore
the Casino might be my only Chance
i must appreciate it
no matter what happens i will fight for it
i know some ppl may wonder
how come i can b so sure?
i dunno
i just sort of Feel it.(Sixth sense pls be right)
i am tired.
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