Monday, April 6, 2009

i really cannot understand her... are you sure she's my mum?...

woo. i've been thinking from young, am i the wrong baby that they pick up at the hospital?
if it wasnt for a fact that i look so alike my sis i'll have probably went off to search for my actual parents
my mum simply doesnt know anything
she sees something not to her liking she only knows how to scream
but she doesnt do anything
i really mean it
she only noes how to use her mouth to scold me
but she doesnt make the effort to try and find out more
or understand more
she only knows how to push my father to follow up to discuss and talk with me
why the bloody hell cant she do it
is it really that difficult?
if its really that difficult den why does she even bother to give birth to us?
i really cannot comphrehend
i am at a point in my life whereby i can have the liberty to think indepth
before making any hasty decisions with regards to my life
my dad and sis understands that i will jump out of this dead period in my life soon
even they noe that i myself hate my current dragged situation
so WHY CANT SHE?
i really shant be bothered with her
until now she dosent even noe wats wrong with herself
she ask questions but she doesnt bother to find out the answers
so why bother to relate to her?
i shall work even harder to find MY Answers
along with the support from my Dad and the encouragement from my sis
as for the remaining fella
who cares.
i wont shed another tear for HER.


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