Love like this

saw him today.. and he really looked shocking... there was like so much grief and gulit in him... i abit cldnt stand it cos it reminds me of what happen with my grandma...
had an unexpected chance to walk with him... but no words transpired between us....
i had the weirdest mixture of feelings.... its like i noe him but i dunno him...
i am really afraid of telling him the truth now...
is it because im really starting to fall now?