what a wonderful day~~

hahaha... today is really such a gd and fulfilling day for me...

i cldnt stop smiling:)

heex...

the only thing that was really dampening is the fucking I had to show us colour by being moody,,,

wth la... if lets say u are doin ur job but u are being ignored den u have a reason to show colour and be moody... he cant even perform his responsibilities and yet he dare to us colour... waa really cant stand this asshole...

haiya i dun wan to care abt him aledi...

hee heex... i'd rather be nervous and excited for my dreams and future*wink*

Ciao~!

are some ppl jus born with the idiot hormones?

i seriously think that I is seriously born with an IDIOT hormone... and the puberty age for it is like raging at the moment....( all perhaps every minute every day)

its like he aledi cannot be trusted to do this properly, yet he still dare to go handle things by himself w.o telling us... fuck him la...
yesterday afternoon was the worse...
he went to open the pushcart ( ok i have to give him credit for jus beign able to stay at the pushcart) he din even help to promote our store items... he went to help the neighbouring ppl sell!!
wad the hell is he doin....
and , he din even hang up the new stocks... how will ppl noe abt our new stocks?... how on earth will there be gd sales this week? always, he only noes how to use his damn mouth...

den jus now i had to discuss with him marketing plan... i dunno wad did i do wrongly to deserve this ... why do i have to work with the bastard, I?
plan plan plan everything, confirm already den tell jam and i, and what gives him the rights to be a supervisor to secondary kids?
i jus pray hard he doesnt put them in harms way...

and another thing, this afteroon jus discusse with A regarding the creation of a blogspot for the company... i have aledi done it long ago... den at night den the I say he gg to do it... at first, i told him nicely, he doesnt have to do it anymore becos its aledi created.. he go and argue with me say wad A tell him to do it so he mus do it, i keep on telling him nt to do it anymore since it was created aledi, he still say he gg to do it, ( only at the end i had to type slowly to tell him its aledi there den he stop, fuck.) i mean where's the point in doin it wen its aledi done....

he's gt a pea for a brain la that ass...

im so angry with him la... he's like so super duper useless...
im so tired as well have to do presentation this afternoon...

ok im gonna ciao~
nities!~

jus a little change:)

haha.. jus now pinky say that naming the idiot L is like linking him the character L in deathnote... therefore i decided... L will now be known as I for irritant/idiot/incompetent:).... great right? thks pinky, Love

i HATE frogs & their good fren lizards!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omigod... i totally hate frogs and lizards...
let me tell u wad the hell happened...
the story begins like this~..
i was taking the train down to Paya lebar to meet jam...
at kallang or Aljunied station, this mother and son came in ..
the boy was like only 5 or 6
i noticed the mother carrying this plastic container that ppl used to contain desserts... Suddenly! i saw a fin/flipper ........ * shivers*
THEN the damn Frog has to jumped!!!##**$$ (the container was covered of course, otherwise i would have jump off the train immediately)
i TOTALLY FREAKED OUT!!
i was terrified enough already and the mother had to pass the container to the boy... u noe, children his age like to run abt in the train... i had this vision of him runnin with the frog, and worse, wad happens if he trips?
the container will have flown out of his hands, the container wld have opened, the frog dizzied with his new found freedom would have hop ard with inaccurate direction.... MY GOD!! i could have murdered the mother for giving the child the handles...
and, thanks to the heavens, the child was a well behaved boy.... after a while the mother took back the container... and i was off the train in a jiff( Hallelujah!)
hahaha... the funniest part was that this uncle standing in front of me got a shock wen i suddenly *melted* into the glass standing... i was trying my best to keep a distance away from the froggies..... i was in a cold sweat too...
that was yesterday's encounter with Mr. Frog..

And, there is today's little bump with Mr and Mrs Lizards family outing...
u guys Noe abt the Hans at the Upper Thomson road?.. wen to have dinner there today.... guess wad my sis told me wen i got into car?
" hey did u see that group of lizards on the wall jus now?"
MY GOD... i ws too curious to resist taking a look...
there was like 8 to 10 lizards gathered on the wal....
and i jus walked past it..
i nearly fainted and spilled water on myself in the car....
my sis laugh like crazy.... ( ha, i got back at her by reminding her of her fav dream with the cats:)..)

the understatement: I hate Froggies and Lizards.... i wish they'll disappear...

what a Lovely day~~

waaa~ i meant to jus rest and relax with my that 2 days MC... all hell broke lose sia>>

Jam dear dun take it to heart here:), i jus tot today was a rush for the both of us.. no penting up of feelings allowed dear~* love you lots~

haha... today was pretty much fun though:0.... wen to meet up with my closest sisters YT and KY after the sourcing...

all in all... it was a pretty fun filled exciting day until evening came...

BTW, my arms ache like crazy...



at evening, i realised from jam that the mass mailing was not done by L... i mean wad is he doing...its like everybody is doing a lot of work... except him... and he cant even keep to his part of doing his front end updates... making the poor A do double work...he really is a pig,... its like jam and i have to handle the stocks, she does the stock take, facebook and photoshoots, i do the mass mailing, editing of his horrible goods ( its depreciatin the company money)and answering of emails/LJ..A has to do the technical aspects... den here comes the million dollar question: wad is he doing?... and he is like making Jam so Pissed...


i am so not gg to bother abt him anymore.. he like so deserves to die...


i guess the tenderest thing about late night calls from frens, is that it leaves a lingering sweetness in you...



p.s i so wanna get this kitten:)

this is for all my Beloved Friends ~**

i really manage to fully comprehend the meaning of "miss" now...
i miss you guys... esp Mina and Emi, Even ML, WQ, KY, YT, Huisie....
Take Care My Peeps ~~*
Always stay pink:)
Love You ...




p.s. i believe some finds it puzzling why i din put down some friendship poems, its because i've always them inadequate to express my feelings~

can't life get better?

i feel older each passing day~ its like i have these aches all over me...
its really depressing... i used to think i am the forever optimist... but even optimist have their really down moments.... i detest working with L... he's such an ass. so cal discussion with me, but its more like i give suggestions den he edit.fuck...wen i get him to give me answers, he give me something tad is aledi ongoing... where the fucking hell is his so called inspirational thoughts?
i am starting to feel really sick... sick of everything..
i miss my frens so much... i miss Mina, Emi, ML, WQ... we used to be tgt everywhere we go.. now i hardly even tok to them on the phone... its upsetting... i am like communicating more with A & L more den i am speaking to Mina and Emi.... Arrrgh... i really regret getting into entre... yes i did pick up alot of skills and experience... but its nothing compared to the lost time and interaction with my frens...and the knowledge that they are learning and i dun...the only good thing that is coming out of this is tad Jam and I are almost becoming sisters:)...
i have a feeling A is like looking for me the whole day just to rush me to do things... fuck... i just dun wanna do it...though i still did it in the end... i hate it wen ppl just keep calling non-stop to my phone esp when its over some small and silly matters whereby you use a bit of brain you be able to get it...
A keeps telling me to follow his mass mailing format... oh pls.. if its something really fascinating i will gladly follow...but he gives me kind of work that leads me to wonder : are you serious?... ( he dares to say he put in a lot of effort...wad a joke... to think i once appreciated his hard efforts)
enuff of him~

so freaking tired today as well... jam and i both went to the doc's... she damn cute.. keep harping on the $70 spent... next time i shld bring her to my doc instead ...cheaper...

i seriuosly dun think i am gg to care abt wad others are gg to think about anymore.. its such a draining process... wadeva R.L wans to think let him think...i won be put down by that.. i'll provide him with the evidence he wants to sustain.. (of cos, Jam dear, i'll provide for you too:), we are in this tgt...)

i jus realise something... Vonnie is such a sweetheart (Love ya)and i have been blogging negative stuff for the past 3 blogs..fuck.

So Damn Tiring ~

its like so draining on me to keep on having to restrain my emotions... i just cant stand it why does mum have to keep on saying that i am fat?
its not like i duno i am.. but it really hurts to keep hearing saying it ... and i t doesnt mean that i go jogging/ swimming/sauna and I'll be able to shed 5 kg within the day...
i jus found at dinner the reason why i cant work with that guy (lets name him L for the moment) he belongs to the zodiac sign of the boar/big. i am a Snake... we definitely clash... Big time too. i know this sounds damn weird... but i have always trusted this sort of things and in this case it really makes sense. ha...
everyday it gets increasingly tiring... how long more do i have to endure this nonsense/
the entire afternoon i am like rushing everywhere... there is like this tension that keeps building up in my head.. its like at the beginning of the day, i have to rush out the bed cos i set the wrong alarm, den i have to rush to sku for lesson becos if i dun go today, my attendance drops below the required %.... i dun wan a repeat of last sem's mistake... by the time i reach sku, i am late for class by an hour and my stomach refuses to work with me....
Spent the whole just studying and rotting at the pushcart... i mean how unknowledgeable is my life getting now.... And i have no idea how was the test paper formed. how can the questions be like give any other 4 financial ratios that are unique to your business? each group has a different business, so are they indicating that there is no right or wrong answer?... I've never seen a paper that is so subjective b4... i totally have no idea as to how to pass the paper... Ridiculous...
after the test, i have to rush to my eye appt... it was raining like hell, taxi queues were freaking longgg... i was super worried and the tension jus keeps joining my brain...worse, i dun even noe if wad the doc says is right... had photos taken of my eyeballs up close whereby i cant even see any wrong with my eyeballs. And a fresh bill of $66 was served up to me for the cleansing of the lens with a pair of disposables... Fuck..
Bascially, it was a freaking Lously day. period.

Its nice coming back...

yes yes, i know its been a damn long time since i actually did blog.
i din think i would get back to this... but i really thirst for an area to jus let out my feelings. i believe i have been cheated to enter the entreprenuership option. i thought i wldnt have to sacrifize my other modules to do this thing. now its like i have no real reason to attend school. and i hardly learn anything concrete. besides how to run a biz and handling of persona relations/emotions.
i jus realised today that i was once called a 'Leftover'. i have never in my life felt more insulted. yes my ego and heart was bruised before but never this insulted. and the worse?, the person that branded me that has to be my group mate in entre. now, he's totally going to be a stranger. my sweet.bestie kindly told me that that was in the past. but there's like absolutely no way i am going to let the matter fade away. i won't work with him anymore than i will have to.
i mean how can i?
who is he, that bastard?
alright, i am gona cool it....
no point is getting angry now wen i have a test tmr.
he say he has been trained from young to be observant abt other ppl.
let him try and get past me den...