"You see can't just play with people's feelings
Tell them you love them and don't mean it
You'll probably say that it was juvenile
I think that I deserve to smile
But it don't comfort to my broken heart
You could never feel how I felt that day
Even though all that you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt yeah
Oh but why am I still cryin'?
Why am I the one whose still cryin'?
Oh you really hurt me baby
You really you really hurt me baby "

courtesy of Jazmine Sullivan

the ending of our story- he din show or feel a thing. I? i felt a thousand feelings, but only a minute few were good. i believe, we have truly reached the end of the fairy tale. its taken us, or perhaps all these while it was only 'me', more than 8 months to figure the whole thing out. i'll always rmb this episode, will he? i doubt. what else can i do? Nothing. i can only wish him all the best. As for me, starting anew has and will never be easy. i will promise to do my very best and life will start afresh from now on.

i'll bust your windows of your car....

that's exactly wad i feel like doing RIGHT now.
i dunno hw many times a year, i literally feel like doin that.
i jus wanna punch something, anthing.
cos im so afraid that i will take out on her directly.
" i had to do something to make you hurt.
oh but why am i still crying?"
i really wish to do something to make her remember,
but in the end, who gets hurt the most?
ME.

i really hate having to be this tired.
all becos of her.