flowers, scents, dew, kisses

i never knew how silly i AM.
i nearly (no, actually) considered giving up for him..
thats really really silly and stupid
im aledi like beginning to hate myself now
i bet ppl ard me
really cant stand me aledi
almost every other day i will speak of him
even i get sick of myself
its really time to stop
esp i realise, my sixth sense tells me, that he's beginning a new one
omg and its someone i know has a really bad personality
so im like, is my taste really that bad?
im confused
and i felt idiotic
now means more to me den my family and close frens
wads even more dear to me,
is my Future
i have to begin somewhere
and it starting
NOW....
i have made my decision
time slot: 2 months.
jus you wait ppl:)
u'll see a new me soon.
(with or without U.)