Thursday, December 31, 2009

Happie 2010!

2009 was a year of transformations
my thinking habits and life changed
i feel tad mostly all were for the better
but ultimately there's still one relation i wish to start all over with
the last day of the 2009
i believe on the surface
it was a really bad ending
but tinkin deeper
it might have been heaven's plan to let everyone's displeasure
one shot on the last day, let go.
so today will be the fresh New Beginning of my Life
i will fulfil my 5 year plan and get the hell outta here
woo hoo!
wish me luck ppl:)
and oh ya

HAPPY NEW YEAR:)

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

wonderful party!

had this really really cool and relaxin party at sam's for this year's xmas:)
i love my peeps from 05-09
its incredible how friendship are formed
some ppl u can know them for like 5 or 10 years
but they're nv close to u
while some others, u may only know them for like 5, 6 months
and we are like family
i tink this is called fate
~*~
the party was really warm and nice
i absolutely adore this drink called 'mulled drink'
i cant really rmb how to spell it (lol)
but accordingly to sam
its a european drink
its a pre brewed drink u can buy at the german supermart
and all u have to do is warm it up slowly
and lata add in orange or lemon or cinnamon sticks (or all:>)
its a really really great drink
i strongly recommend it to all u dears:)
esp on a cold and wet day
and carmen bought this wine
which contains only 5.5% alcohol
lol, eve joys and I really enjoyed it
but i guess it was too sweet for my elder girls:P
and on a note: nv drink on an empty stomach
the consequences were bad
i went to the ladies twice!(Pffft)
and ya, i totally forgot sam had cats
so i guess i got a shock
esp the black one *shudders*
Sam's was really cool
it gave me a feel of a warm fuzzy european household
adoreed the food too!
fell in love with Linda's potato salad
and the Ham!
the sandwiches were mouth watering!
i bought this stick wafers in which everyone esle said it was nice but i din noe cos i din get to eat it
lol
nvm:) i'll go get it again:) (great excuse to go food shoppin!)
on another note: i gotta rmb to get the recipes for the salad as well as janet's dumplin:>
and ya the name of the wine
lol*winks
and i gt a bunny phone holder for the gift exchange:)
im too lazy to get a foto for it
maybe some other time:)
~*~
im gonna try my very best to fight for the chance to go on the KL trip with my dears
wish me luck!(for a job too)

~*~
sometimes, wen things occurs ever so repeatedly
i tink its best to jus
let it go.
no matter wad happens my dear(u'll noe who u are,ya?)
we will always be there for ya.
lov ya always.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

shoppin shoppin shoppin

lol, this entire week is a crazy week
finals on mon
shoppin @bugis with my ICG peeps on tues
today jus had a lovely time with pinky and jam:)
hadnt had a oppurtunity to meet jam in like months!
haiz, cheerup love, things will always work out by itself in the end:)
im lookin forward to spending xmas eve with my beloved minzy and yt
i wanna watch chipmunks!!!
i wanna see theodore in HUGE screens!
anybody can give me a live theodore i'll do anything for ya!
hahaha...
i love xmas this year!
bought SOOO many stuffs
i'll load the pics lata
im gg watch shows now so tata!

Monday, December 21, 2009

Russell dearie:) welcome to my humble abode:)

the stupid exam is finally over!!!
now thats wad i cal true freedom:)

and the best part?
i got my Christmas gift from my sis!
its ....


TA-DAH!
the new addition to my sleepmates:)
i named him russell:)
dun ask me why, but i felt the name was so suitable
haha:)
he's so CUTE!
i got other christmas gifts as well
will load pics of them another time:):)
im so lookin forward to shoppin tmr with my peeps!
so ciao~

Saturday, December 19, 2009

有d娘亲整日都以为自己
是最懂得为自己子女安排最好条路,
但是其实,
她们本身先自是自己子女
最大个半脚石.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Love like you've never been hurt
by Alfred D.Suja
dance like no one's watching
love like you've never been hurt
sing like nobody's listening
work like you dont need money
live like you're in heaven on earth
assume today is the last day
from: KimSamSoon

what happens when both parties are ur frens?
whose side do u take?
how do u remain neutral?

sighs
things jus gt so complicated...

Sunday, December 13, 2009

i hate the feeling of enviousness

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

haiz...
i cant believe the sku really did the ultimatum
rama wants to extend the duration
and bloody fuck
i have aledi confirm my cruise trip
i will not give up my trip there
i will simply tak the stupid tests( which will be super redundant anyway)
on the 21st instead
sian to the max
now i have to meet pinky on the 23 instead
damn damn damn
i dislike the sku so much
and for the first time in my life
i regret takin up the dip
seriously
its so much wasted time
i cld hav continued my biz
now i hardly gt time for it
fuck
hate it

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Bony Efendy is such a despicable scum
wads his fucking prob
he shld jus go ahead and get the sex change done
seriously, im considering ways to put him out of teaching the dip
he devalues the prog
he maybe Smart
but his comes with a Capital S
and he's got ZERO EQ.

Monday, December 7, 2009

FUCK.
the trip's cancelled
and Rama bloody hell dun even have the guts to make a proper announcement to the class abt it
and bony is seriously behavin as if he is Rama's pet dog
arrrgh.
this entire diploma affair DISGUSTS me.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

is it jus a coincidence?

is it simply jus a coindence?
each time i get online
the nex second, u get offline
its almost immediate
ok it has only happen twice
but something tells me
somethings gg on
so here's the thing,
if U ( u shld know who u r) are reading this
i have decided to stick to jus friendship with u
i have decided to put down those feelings for u
so please, stop the nonsense
we are jus frens
i seriously do not wish to lose the friendship
so pls, awaken to that fact and jus behave normal
jus like b4.


shit. feeling damn pissed at such a behaviour
is that why bio books say girls mature faster then guys?
pffft.
(ps. this is if wads happening is not a coindence.)

Thursday, December 3, 2009

freaking DRAINED.
i cant take this anymore.
for the first time in my life
i jus wanna quit.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

it hurts to say it out loud: let it go

i am gg to admit
though i did proclaim on fb that i m officially gg to let go of it
it really does hurt to say it out
and now that i know the truth behind those lines
it doesnt matter
he still wun look in my direction
lol, how silly of me
for the next 5 years he also wun be
i m so so so silly
really silly
damn silly
and yet no matter how silly i m
i cant erase the longing immediately
i know its gg to take some time
a long time i think, this time round
until the nex one comes along
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