TIRED.

i Am bloddy tired.

trained like crazy today.

hands trembling.

hands scorching.

hands thining.

legs chopped.

the mind, on the other hand, is alert.

drop dead man,

first day!!!

today was my first day at my new school: international club games training centre.
O.M.G
i cant describe in words how ANXIOUS I was
i literally almost went CRAZY!\
thank goodness for pinky and jam
though the breathe in breathe out technique went dead on me pinky:) heex1
and i love u jam for remembering my new class:)
haha... was really happy cos ur msg came in jus at the moment i was dizzy with nerves!
okay back to the starting class
my god
the head trainer is BORING to the max!!!!
he jus keeps talking talking talking and talking
if his articulation wasnt good, i wld have given in to my urge to strangle him
he got the class SOOOO Down
so wen the student affairs person came in to give a small intro
he was afraid our class was bored by him:):)
And either i am so damn lucky or my look was so desperate
that i actually manage to make 3 FREns today!!!
all my worries for nth!...lol
todays the first and we immd started lessons
and om.Bloody god.
we had a short intro on evry single game we are gg to be taught
Baccarat
Blackjack
Roulette
California stud poker
Tai sai
Casino war
LOL
i tried my best to rmb most things
but cos i slept at 3 the previous day
my energy span was LOWWW
lol
the last 40 mins was spent trying on fiscal calculating and chipping:)
i'll tell u guys more abt those things lata

im super drained.
cant wait for tmr
CIAO.

i cant believe Jackson s Gone.

Tribute to MJ.

i loved Michael Jackson.

his songs were phenomenal

it hit me hard wen i heard news of his sudden death.

i was expecting to be able to see him ard until he's at least 50 or something

he Died of a Heart Attack.

that's like the scariest thing on earth

Jackson's not the first i know who died of it.

i listened to his songs since young.

was scared out of my wits with his original MVs of the Thriller series

haha.

now we cant see him anymore

we'll have to rely on videos.

wad a tragic end!

yes, he may have grown weird over the recent years

with his "makeovers, whatsoever" and actions

but it does not deny the fact

that HE:

will always be

one of the music industry's

Most Memorable Stars ever

I salute U , M.Jackson:)

RIP.

i miss you

i cant believe how much i miss my frens
really, it is after u have left school, only den do u realise
u do not have a common place and time to meet ur frens anymore
the freedom we so often dreamt of
has suddenly left us spinning aimlessly
i am torn between reality and dreams
i need money so badly
and yet the route to it seems to build a distance between me and my dreams
i really duno how to count my years
i jus cant wait to get out of here
so that i can truly begin a LIFE where i can call Mine.

met Emi WQ ah ong today
mina as usual isnt there cos of work
haiz
hope i can get to see her on wed
i miss them so much
had dinner at waraku
the cream based carborana kimesha noodles is GREAT!
i really love it:)
the pumkin's good, so is the bacon
we order the scallops to share which were superb
but i suspect they forget to put in the butter(sob)
emi had something similar to mine but hers is with bacon and the famous jap green peas:) which is excellent
WQ had ma po kimesha noodles(shiok!)
ah ong had the traditonal seafood curry which was really good!
lol
wen it comes to food im so excited!

talk for a long time with yt today
it felt great:)
hadnt had time to do this for a long time
hope i will really get to meet ky as well on thurs
really missed u guys.

love you.